Deyna and Matt were childhood friends since the age of seven. Deyna had a happy childhood but Matt had a traumatic one. only at the age of six, he lost his parents in a terrorist attack towards 'furrys' as they are called. It was late one night and his parents had gone to a bar to celebrate their anniversary. They cuddled and purred at each other all night, sitting on the stools until the man came. He had a bomb attached to his chest and the only words he said before he detonated were "You furry freaks will die!" then that was it, it was over.

Matt was too young at the time to understand anything other than his parents had gone away and won't be coming back. Both Matt's and Deyna's parents were close at the time and had made them the sole god parents. The reason being, when the change happened, they were both a raccoon and an otter that lived near a pond in the suburbs of Cincinnati. The fragment hit the pond changing them. They were the only ones who survived out there so they stood together and eventually fell in love. So now, Matt was living with Deyna and his parents, and they grew up happily together. Deyna's parents were morphs but Deyna came out a full blood otter, unable to change to a human form like his parents. They were inseperable as they grew, having the fights friends have to have, but none the less, still were there for eachother. They didn't consider themselves 'brothers' just best of friends for life.

One day, the day after Deyna's and Matt's birthday celebration( they were one day away and Deyna was thirteen and Matt twelve). They got a new computer in their room, well the first one actually, with internet connection. They both beamed as they ran upstairs laughing as they went in and turned it on. "Come on kids, it's time for bed" said their Sam, Deynas father, as they crawled into their bunk beds."Sleep tight boys". "Night" They repplied. Then, very quietly, they got up again and made sure that Sam had shut his door as they turned on the computer again. This night would change how they looked at eachother forever. "I wanna' show you somethin' " said Matt as he got onto the internet again and clicked on a "saved website" button.

As he did, a naked furry woman popped up with rather large breasts bouncing around, and under her were a WELCOME and GET OUT IF UNDERAGE! signs were posted. Matt clicked and entered. He looked down at Deyna's pants and there was a buldge sticking out. Matt nudged him and pointed. Deyna quickly covered it with an "oh!" "don't worry Deyna, I got one too" comforted Matt. As they surfed through the site, they came across artwork, stories and movie clips. They surfed contently until they found a movie clip named "jackoff.gif". Now, Matt and Deyna were homeschooled children, for Deyna's parents had seen what happened to furres in public places, and, they had minium exposure to, well smut in general so they have never even masturbated before. They clicked, interested and it poped up. A guy gripping his dick and rubbing it. He moaned as he cummed onto the floor and the clip stopped. "Wow, that guy looked like he felt good, but what was that white stuff?" asked Deyna," I don't know," replied Matt. "you wanna...?" asked Deyna "i'll try anything once" exclaimed Matt. Matt was the first one to pull out his hard cock, Deyna soon following. they were looking at eachother and felt something but didn't know what it was, an odd feeling. They ignored it and went on to rubbing. Deyna was first. He grabbed the base of his shaft and went up and down once slowly and quietly moaned. Then he went full out and jacked off uncontrolably, taking example from the man in the clip. Soonafter his first ejaculation, Matt joined in. After about four times each, they grabbed eachother and jerked harder and harder, it felt a bit better for they were concealing their moans from the ears of Deyna's parents. When they were done, they slipped into their bunk bed and started talking. "Deyna?" asked Matt," Did you feel a bit odd while we were doing that, not a bad odd but a kind of funny feeling like it was supposed to happen or something?". "Ya, I did too,I don't understand fully, that was wierd" they went to bed on that thought.
Years later, at ages 21 and 20, ever since that night, they had been doing that 'ritual'. They had, together, also surfed around other sites that were both heterosexual and homosexual. They had a ong discussion with eachother about their feelings and wants for eachother and decided to tell Deynas parents a thought that had come into their heads. They called a 'family' meeting in the livingroom downstairs. Matt and Deyna stood up as his parents remained seated. "Well, Matt and I have had a long talk and after some, research lets say, ummm... well....." he studdered, suddenly choking up "Well, Candice, Sam, I never call you by mom or dad, right? Well you also know, although you brought me into your house and helped me grow up, I don't concider you my real parents" they nodded in a yes we know way."Well, we did some researching on the computer and well, we found out that we think, were, ummmm... were," he was cut off by Deyna "GAY..., we think were gay" both their faces turning bright red as their parents looked at them astonished. "Well...kids, whatever floats your boat, i guess, your mothe... Candice and I understand,i guess, but just promice me you won't,... DO any thing in the house, please, i'm ok with it and all but i'd rather not walk into your room one day and well, you get the idea" they both nodded and agreed.

Two months passed, their family grew to accept their relationship and the two were thinking about marrige and sex. They were sure of marige, but they were uncertain about the sex, they wanted to do it, but were uncertain how and really never got a chance. One morning, the two of them went on a walk, Matt said to Sam and Candice as he left that he had a surprise for Deyna and winked. They were walking down the beautiful streets of Cincinnati quietly until Matt spoke. "Hon?... I half to ask you something, do you want to {gulp} lose our virginity to each other?" he quietly asked with every ounce of courage he had. Deyna was shocked and blushed but slowly said "Yes, I want to, i've wanted to for so long." Matt pulled him into a passionate kiss, then and hugged him. He then began to reach into his pocket to pull something out. "Before we go to do that, i would like to say, i made reservations at a hotel(ahem) and i want to ask, will you..." when a loud screech was heard. Tires squealing around the corner and gunshots, both Deyna and Matt turned to look. Semi automatic hand guns and two speding cars full of teenagers, shooting, the cops not to far behind them, but the teenagers didn't care, they kept firing as they drove by.

"DUCK!!" screamed Deyna as they fell to the ground hand on top of eachother, but Matt fell face first into the pavement with a gargling scream of pain. "MATT!! M A T T ! ! !" Deyna screamed as he turned matt over on his back. Matt was unconcise and he was bleeding from a chest wound, right in the center, blood coming out of his mouth and nose. Deyna's eyes filled with hot gushing tears as he applied pressure to the wound screaming and crying for help. "I'll call an ambulance!" said a woman from above him in a window who had been watching, but he didn't hear. people gathered as the ambulance came and the parimedics put Matt on the gurney. "It'll be ok" cryed Deyna as they got on the ambulance. "Are you immediate family sir?" asked the bear parimedic "I'm his....fiance' " he said now fully crying. The paramedic could tell these were real tears and real love, just by the way Deyna acted. "Come on then!" said the paramedic. On the way there, speeding in the ambulance, the paramedics had done all they could do until they arrived at the hospital. "Dey....deyn..deyna....deyn" Matt weakly whispered and swallowed roughly as Deyna rushed over to be next to him. "What is it honey? tell me, please" "Deyn.. don't le them tak e wha t's i n my pock e t" he mumbled as his squinting eyes slowly closed."I lov e y o u" he said as he reached his arm up and weakly pulled Deyna's head to his and kissed him before falling into a deep sleep as they arrived at the hospital. As they rushed in all the doctors could do was stabilize Matt and send him to a room. The doctor pulled Deyna aside and said" Now Deyna is it?" "Y..yes" he replied while sniffling "Well, hes in critical condition and the bullet lodged into his lung, if we pull it out his lung would collapse and give him a painful death of suffocation, there's nothing we can do, without hurting him more, i'm sorry." The doctor said grimley and patted Deyna on the back as he left Deyna to cry.

Deyna was now in the room, head down on the bed, the sheets wet where he had cried. He was asleep, Matts hand in his. It was the second day there and Deyna's parents and friends had visited and had gone home already. He was woken up by a noise, a voice, he jerked his head up to look and and saw Matt's head moving. "Deyna.... go into my pants pocket and come here" he managed to whisper while breathing heavily. So, Deyna went over to Matts pants which were hanging in a closet and grabbed a small wooden box and returned to Matts side. "Now open it,.." Inside was a beautiful gold ring for Deyna but he didnt put it on, "You got this for me?" Deyna asked as he started to cry again. "I love you" Matt said as he closed his eyes ,"I love you too, please dont go! PLEASE!" but it was to late, his eyes closed again, for the last time. Deyna fell asleep again on the bed side and was once more abruptly awoken, but this time, it was a squeeze of his hand A tight squeeze that Matts arm trembled as he did so. Matt took one last great breath and exhaled as the heart moniter red flatline. Deyna saw peace on his still face as he fell off of the chair and knelt to the floor and began to cry," NO!! NO NO NO no no no no no no no no no no no, PLEASE DON'T GOO O O....oo, no no no no no no no," he kept repeating to himself while sobbing into the bed sheet as a nurse came in and disconnected the moniter and hugged Deyna, who was now sobbing on the floor almost in a fetal position. The nurse helped him up and into a chair outside the room as the nurse went back in to clean up Matt. As this was happening he went to the confrence room where families went while grieving and called his parents.

As he went back into the room, he picked up the ring on the floor and put it on the side of the bed while he cried, waiting for his parents. When they arrived, they both began to cry as they first looked at Matt, and then the ring. They realised what it was, realising what Matt had said to them before their last walk together, of how he had a surprise for Deyna. They sadly walked over to Deyna and gave him a hug as he sobbed more into the bed. "He...he was going to propose, and a..and and they killed him" Deyna sobbed into Matts stiff lap."THEY FUCKING KILLED HIM!. .m..m" he screamed outloud. "Come on honey, lets go, well go home, and everything will be ok, so please, for Matt, be strong" Said his mother as they walked out of this room, this dead room, he turned around once more and whispered,"I do" and left.

Five months passed, Deyna had begun a tradition at bars. He was in his favorite gay furry bar tonight, doin what he did for the past five months after Matt, bought one beer, and sat staring at the bartop all night long, quietly, and once in a while letting one rouge tear fall from his face as he let thoughts of Matt pass through his mind to strongly. Although he didn't show it, he wanted to think of Matt, and at the same time wanted to let go, but not forgetting about him. Deyna had noticed a wolf that always sat near him which had seemed to be even before since he started coming here, he looked lonely, afraid and confused. One day though, in complete surprise to Deyna he moved. Deyna had noticed that like him, the wolf had done the same 'tradition'. He got up and walked over to Deyna and sat next to him. "Hey, i'm Adrian, whats your name?" he said, in an attempt to sound happy."Deyna,the names Deyna" he said in a low monotone voice, "oh, well... um what's the matter? you look shittier than me!" he said with an attempt at laughter. Deyna finally moved his head to look at Adrian as his eyes partially filled with tears. He began to spill his story to Adrian, the wolf he met in a bar, who he had known for an hour or so, but speaking as if he had known him for a lifetime. As Deyna told him the whole story, it brought tears to Adrians eyes as he understood his pain. Then he told Deyna his story.

He told Deyna how he was orphaned at a young age by what they found out later as the same terrorist attack Matts parents died in. When this hit, it brought mounds of tears to Deynas eyes. Adrian patted Deyna on the back and "i'll be ok {sniff} please go on" sniffed Deyna. He continued saying until recently when he got a job and got off the streets. He also said that although he never lost, or knew he lost, anyone that close, he had an idea because of his extreme lonelyness.something in that moment, that very moment, something happened, as Deyna pulled Adrians head in and gave him a passonite kiss. Deyna pulled away and ran as fast as he could out the door into the rain and continued down three blocks to the street to the road with the cemetary. as he ran he could hear faint screams from Adrain but they faded in the pounding rain. he ran to the back of the graveyard and found Matts grave, he knelt in front of it and sobbed as he screamed "i dont know what to do!, please help me! I don't k...n...o...w"he sobbed as he fell to his hands, then elbows into the mud. Deyna closed his eyes,still crying, and the mighty sound of the rain stopped, and a voice came,"help is on the way" then he opened his eyes, staring at the grave and the sound returned as Adrian came running to him. Deyna stood up and hugged him "Thanks Matt" he whispered to noone as he cried into Adrians shoulder "Don't worry, itll be just fine" said Adrian in a soothing voice.

They walked away from the grave and Adrian tried to comfort him as he waved down a taxi. As they got in and began to drive, he said to the usual driver frank, "home please". Well, when they got there, Deyna got into a dry pair of Adrains clothes. They were a bit big on him for Adrian was built bigger than Deyna was, it didnt matter. His apartment was modest and needed cleaning, cobwebs and dusting mostly, but it was neatly organized nonetheless. Deyna sat down on the couch, still with mud stuck to his face and arms, while staring down at the white grungy carpet and the dirty white walls. "do you want anything? a soda, beer, coffee, tea, food?" asked Adrian "No, i'm fine, thanks" Deyna replied stiffly. Adrian returned, sitting next to him, he brought two beers and placed them on the coffee table infront of them." I brought one if you want it." Deyna turned and looked into Adrians eyes, him looking back. "I'm, i'm sorry about that scene at the bar and stuff, I just wasn't sure about it, I, wasn't sure what to do at all, but now, i realize that the bond that Matt and I shared,was a special one, and i'm sure that he'd be happy that i'd be with such a great a guy as you"said Deyna still gazing into Adrians eyes.

Adrian began to tear up as Deyna did and they hugged each other, it was a warm hug, a kind, gentile hug, then Deyna pulled away. He looked into Adrian eyes and grabbed his head pulling him into his lips. They worked their way to the bedroom never leaving the embrace of eachother. They finally broke the bond and they stood again staring into eachothers eyes. Adrian made the first move. He slowly reached and unbuttoned Deynas shirt, with tenderness he did this. Then Deyna began after Adrian pulled off his shirt, Deyna pulled off his. Then at the same time, they fondled with eachothers pants, dropping them to the floor, exposing their hardened cocks bulging in their underpants. They both pulled down their underwear and threw it aside as Adrian bent over the bed. Deyna now looking confused a bit, not knoing exactly how to do the act he was trying to do, laid down on Adrians back, rubbing it while he put his member into Adrian with a loud moan. "Ooh! YES!" screamed Adrian as Deyna shoved his hardness in and out of him, harder and faster, sweat beginning to pour from their bodies. Adrian screamed with sheer pleasure as he cummed onto the floor and footboard of the bed, Deyna quickly following, cumming in his ass with a loud moan. Then they switched, only Adrian shoved his way into Deyna. Deyna pushed back to Adrians shoves and moaned loudly as they rocked the bed, it sounding like it was on the verge of breaking. They both cummed almost simotaniously this time. After they had both cummed, and Adrians knot had subsided, and releaced the two, they crawled into bed.

As they lay in the bed Adrain asked,"so, are you sure that you and Matt never had sex before? I mean you were a natural!" he said with a grin. Deynas smile flickered, but stayed live as he turned sideways and snuggled with Adrian placing his hand on Adrians chest. "And that ring? if you don't mind me asking" Adrian said with a serious face. "No, i dont mind you asking, but, well, the day that it happened..." tears now filled Deynas eyes and Adrian hugged him," The day it happened, he said he wanted to give me something, he told me that he had a room in a hotel waiting for us so we had privacy and he pulled the box out of his pocket." Deyna cried more intensly now,"I'm sorry, let me continue,{sniff} well he got shot and we got to the hospital and he asked me to pull it out of his pants pocket and it was the ring, the last thing he said before he closed his eyes were "I love you" that was it, he didn't wake up again, a few hours later, he just, heee...... just.." Deyna began sobbing into Adrians chest as he hugged him."Shhhh, shhhh, it'll be ok, don't worry, it'll be ok."

Seven months passed, Deyna moved in with Adrian and although Adrian had a set job with a just barely an income enough to support them both, Deyna had gone through almost five jobs, in seven months. He was on the verge of breaking down, when one night, Adrian realized something. He walked into the livingroom, Deyna on the couch, drinking a beer, totaly worn ragged by one, the loss of so many jobs, and two, from all this grief, he was thinking of Matt. He sat reading the newspaper, crying, and naked, (he didn't want to waste any clothing, for he had no money to wash them all the time. Adrian walked to the couch and sat down. "Hey? have any luck with finding a job?" asked Adrian anxiously. "nnghh, I wish i had such luck" he grunted. "You know, Deyna, I was looking through my old highschool grad books and something popped into my mind, I know the founder of Furry inc" "the porn studios?" Asked Deyna. "yes, and I actually used to be Sabrina's lover for a while, and I think that if I pulla few strings, I could get you a steady job." "Hmmm, a job in porn,? that would be fun, when can I start?" Asked Deyna in a mischivous voice while looking into Adrians eyes."well as soon as i call Sabrina I suppose" said Adrian. "well it's only eight o' clock, call, please" Pleaded Deyna as Adrian reached for the phone As Adrian picked up the phone and dialed 411 because he had long forgotten the number, Deyna's sheath began to stir as he thought of the possibilities of this job. "Hello?, yes, can I talk to Sabrina,...it's Adrian Candison speaking, thank you" he said to the receptionist Candy. As Adrian looked over to Deyna, he noticed that he was day dreaming, looking twords the wall, his member hard and throbbing. Adrian began to lean over to Deyna as his own cock hardened, but was interrupted by a voice, "Adrian?" "Oh hi Sabrina, how are ya?" "Oh, i'm fine, how bout you, any thing new happen to you in the past five years?" she said and giggled." well fore one thing, i have a fiance, and" he was interrupted "oh? who is she?" Sabrina asked. "Well, he actually... i'm gay, but he's bi, his names Deyna and I half to ask you a HUGE favor." "Yes?" she asked. "well, do you think that you could give him a job interview?" "Of course I will, hon, send him tommorow ok?" "Oooohhhh, umm thank you sooo OHH much soorry, stop till i'm off the phoooone oh!" "Ok hon, i'll see you later, don't play rough, and don't wear him out for tommorow," said Sabrina while giggling. "Don't worry, he wont be the one who's worn out, bye Sabrina" Adrian said,"Bye" Sabrina repplied back as they both hung up. "Damn, I need to fuck something," Sabrina said as she pushed on the buzzer of her intercom,"Alex? sweety? you still here?" she asked in a kind tone "Yes honey bee, he said while chuckling, i'll be right up"

Back at the guys apartment... "ooh, ya, suck it otter boy! SUCK IT! MAKE ME COME ALL OVER YOUR HOT FACE!" screamed Adrian as Deyna vigourously sucked and bobbed on his hard cock. "OOOAAAAHHH!" groaned Adrian as he began to cum, Deyna pulled away and be gan pumping at Adrians cock with his hands to get every drop of his precious juce as his face was splattered with hot cum. "tasty," exclaimed Deyna. "Now Adrian, do you know what day it is?" asked Deyna. "No, why?" Asked Adrian. "it's Thursday" Said Deyna. As he said this, Deyna walked over to the middle of the room and bent over, exposing his open asshole, and his balls ans hardened cock hanging. Adrian practially pounced ontop of him and started uncontrolably fucking Deyna's ass. They both moaned loudly as Deyna grabbed Adrians legs. He slowly pulled himself through, and when he reached his goal, he began licking at Adrian's asshole. Adrian immediately screamed and howled as he came his hot seed into Deyna's asshole. Deyna howled as he came, and due to the aquard posision, he came all over his own face. The thought of this drove Adrian wild and made him cum that much more and that much harder. When he slowed to a stop, they both collapsed to the ground, panting. While waiting for Adrians knot to subside, they purred and cuddled Adrian on top of Deyna. While they were nodding off they said to eachother, "I love you" and fell asleep. But before Deyna did, and after Adrian was snoring, he laid his head down on the ground facing Adrian's, and while closing his eyes said, "Thank you Matt" as he fell to sleep, letting one single tear fall to the ground and smiled.